Sunday, June 19, 2005

Slamming Blogspot

The Wall Street Journal had a recent article rating different blog hosts. Blogspot was slammed for being so f-----g difficult to understand. We all should be on the MSN version. It's not perfect, just easier.

Fears

Trying to understand my fears. There are so many of them. Success, failure, health, death and everything in between. That's a daunting task ahead of me. Wish me luck.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Anxiety

So now, I'm dealing with anxiety attacks. Sheesh. They are perhaps to most evil thing a mind can create. I hate them. I want them to go away. Taking medicine .... helps sometimes, but I don't want to remain drugged up all day. What powerful monsters, these brains of ours.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

A Timex Moment!

Great News! I just had my heart checked, and the cardiologist says I'm doing well. My "ticker took a licking, and keeps on ticking"! I am blessed.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Am I Not Pretty Enough?

I have had the lyrics to Kasey Chambers' song running through my head. Whether boy or girl, those of us who were/are not very attractive have had our share of heatbreak.

"Am I Not Pretty Enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me ?"

All those lonely high school days, missed dances; trying too hard to fit in. Nope. Don't need to attend high school reunions. Life is painful enough.